I'm terrified that both you and I could have died From the thoughts that we hide deep inside there are days when we can't control our minds Been Living in the spots in between where we are never fully seen we are the dead, we are the lost just looking for some morphine so heres to a life with tears in our eyes saying were fine but knowing we lie cause here we live and here we die but someday dear above the skies we will all rise Cause all rise But thats no way to live on the point of a shiv appointed to give poignant moments to this a life that I don't know if any of us could have wished to blessed with or left with when we didn't hit the on switch I aint saying I don't like life I do but I never said I'd be its wife were jointed forever through all stormy weather see my skin is redder where I wear the fetter but this is it its iron grips tethered to us so I guess it is a better goal to complain less and to endeavour to clean this mess and leave it better Keep your breath leave no letters this lifes a test lets do it together Been Living in the spots in between where we are never fully seen we are the dead, we are the lost just looking for some morphine so heres to a life with tears in our eyes saying were fine but knowing we lie cause here we live and here we die but someday dear above the skies we will all rise Cause all rise Walking down streets movements automatic fake smiles all the while this lifes tragic Show a shell never expose the hell where demons dwell I am erratic placed some emotions in a cabinet up in the attic, I'm feeling static Wearing my heart on my sleeve just to see if I can feel some sort of breeze What a tangled web we seem to weave with all our crosses and pet peeves I have so many thoughts in my brain that keep me up, and drive me insane there pattering like rain on a window pain we all need a drain just to stay sane Living cause you can should never be the plan but as a backup damn some dark days friends that is the only way to stand it Strive to find a support thats strong I found it by writing songs thats where my thoughts belong But where has the rest of sanity gone look at society look at the bombs so many committing terrible wrongs often to themselves before dawn take a breath, go on we are still no more then fawns learning to live as one many fallen have risen with guns many have made decisions to shun But our hearts pound in rhythm like the drums Depression anxiety, social sobriety many questioning whats is our dynasty tablets phones, all silicone worried that we will die alone but you can't die till you are forgot you aren't alone when your in my thoughts all that I know I've been taught by all, so you are all that I got life is a game, but don't play roulette Take every single chance that you get Except when it involves a single bullet a life isn't a bet, its set as a promise cause thats what you are you have promise so lets be honest honestly were modest modesty has got to be worth something though so low and behold were a god, a godess your life is an epic you are the hero Trust and accept we all start at zero build you build life to two new heights record setters the new settlers terrified of life but that is just alright thats why we might survive it

Do you ever walk down a path And see in blinking flashes Memories of the last Time you were here Its like your past Catches up all to fast And says you were to rash Just think back a year Back when we were We were We were still here Mind body and soul ready for all told tales and tolls But now But now we're just old Reminiscing of when still it was cold Wishing that you still had someone to hold Take one step back Into your past Then Take another Into your future Both strike me as illusions In my sight is movement I'm Losing track of what is here vision cracks as the past reappears My view turns to something no longer true Instead of houses I see land Before there were plans Empty and free, littered with trees A freeze frame saying see Look at what could have been if we hadn't moved in Them reality rushes back like the wind Do you ever walk down a path And see in blinking flashes Memories of the last Time you were here Its like your past Catches up all to fast And says you were to rash Just think back a year Back when we were We were We were still here Mind body and soul ready for all told tales and tolls But now But now we're just old Knowing your history Is its own mystery You know the results of this long drawn story yet we cant prove That what was is true so we look to pictures and the things we drew to confirm we are here that things once were dear pictures of brothers sisters and others immortalized forever So we can remember Our little tether to time spent together Do you ever walk down a path And see in blinking flashes Memories of the last Time you were here Its like your past Catches up all to fast And says you were to rash Just think back a year Back when we were We were We were still here Mind body and soul ready for all told tales and tolls But now But now we're just old Losing yourself in the music the sounds, the movement. day dreaming, and seeing meaning in leaving packing up and moving on along, somewhere long gone but where you haven't got to yet meet your past, meet at last the hot mess, who you haven't quite met yet their name you suspect you forget weather that means that you regret the days you spent,that lives you trek heck let it fade over the next sunset we all have some unmet debts take a breath live in the moment let it all rest, so here is to hoping Do you ever walk down a path And see in blinking flashes Memories of the last Time you were here Its like your past Catches up all to fast And says you were to rash Just think back a year Back when we were We were We were still here Mind body and soul ready for all told tales and tolls But now But now we're just gold

emptiness twists like a shoelace a picture that was only ever traced any color it felt quickly erased to be replaced with cold space I'm just barely clinging to sobriety and maybe perhaps its just society denying me and telling me what I'm supposed to have inside of me so come ride with me to the highest peak of my anxieties speak some of your own if you are beside me Been grinding writing rhyming trying to develop a sense of timing rock band in the garage on tracks spitting a barrage hitting notes, three times a day breakfast lunch and yesterday working a couple of jobs to get decent pay acting like I got time like Dorian Grey trying to save up to move out learning ways to smooth doubt composing some new sounds but that means I lose out on friends to make the ends meet on treats and bussing down streets I walk home so I can write a new poem and save the bus fare that I'd be owing I Don't eat, don't sleep, writing till my arms go weak lying under sheets rhymes speak feeling obsessed like a freak friends tell me to take time off I scoff I'm trying to get aloft get caught in the stream to the top I'm lonely but I think I'm better off alone For you'll shine brighter on your own if you give me some time and the stars do align I promise you then you will be mine but for now I'm in a maze of my thoughts just trying to reach as high as the astronauts If this is my shot, I wont choke I can't go lower I'm already broke so its this or the rope saying nope so lets go, staying afloat on the flow the last raft of the titanic I will blow or be titanic thoughts I'll fail panic my fabric I want twelfth night no tragic of life you gotta grab it I've no illusion of magic so lifes block I'll stack it I got that hip like I'm tragically fit and that hop like a rabbit so quick I want it bad I'm rabid The Tv with no bunny ears is up in the attic so watch me break through all the static its fantastic, what a dream can mean when your an addict I get lost in the traffic, rush hour havok trying to systematically clear a passage out I'm lonely but I think I'm better off alone For you'll shine brighter on your own if you give me some time and the stars do align I promise you then you will be mine but for now I'm in a maze of my thoughts just trying to reach as high as the astronauts Aint no musician call me an astronaut Cause this is space to explore my thoughts This beat is my vessel, it's in my blood artistry in arteries, pumping into the hub I have my heart in this, I'm part of this it all connects like veins I am an artist Up at seven to work on ryhmes Aint put out much, but I'm just giving it time I'm a clockmaker so rolax Watch as each word fits into the lines a lyricist for those inclined My path rose its a thin climb But this road I chose been kind I don't fit in a box, so change your frame of mind if I can't define myself then why you tryin Rapper, actor, poet with no master kid careening forward never looking behind I don't got time for hindsight, so I'm blind Got my mind on limelight, that is the grind Working like a smith, each bar gets refined each line is correct, I'm the king of masterminds

I walk through the night time searching for the right rhyme Try to find a clear sight line So that maybe I might find Something more then quite fine something which will fit and sit sublime I've heard some call this a grind I prefer to call it escaping my mind We've all got worries to leave behind This lifes blurry, so I try to find some meaning as I walk through empty back streets, neighbourhood new missing company, there is so few people that you stick to like glue This Lifes cold, or so I've been told But i've been sold by these the old and not so bold streets that unfold into solid gold that you behold late at night as you walk past grass growing in empty lots, long gone fast gas derelict relics, someones past trash that under the moon shines and blast class cause everything seems better when you look under the leather callused hands scarred by the weather lifes hard but it'll come together Street lamps, and stop lights the streets are damp late at night its not quite rain, but not quite fog but the quiet drains the pain right off I relax when on late walks but I am missing our long gone talks so as I'm wandering these streets where there isn't anyone for me to meet my feet lead me along paths That... to speak truth I long pass the parks, and streets that belong past where together time went past Lost in my thoughts I miss the turns lost in back lots my compass churns but it is a spot to perhaps at last learn to blot and bury concerns in an urn So I think back on us with a little bit of hope Cause we were bone and dust But evenings thrown us a rope cause the nights for us to make mistakes to alight precarious and trip into lakes fight fears daring us and climb a cliff face For we are what we want to make I may only see some friends when the twilight evening makes amends See these streets glistening will bend old wounds, till they can heal and mend Street lamps, and stop lights the streets are damp late at night its not quite rain, not quite fog but the quiet drains the pain right off I navigate through back lanes This Late night world black an strange no light Nothing looks quite the same Street lamps flicker like a flame As the rain comes down around I can feel the sounds that hound pound but run aground then drown leaving my mind unbound As the water drifts and sways I could have sworn I lost my way But I think I was just delayed By the thoughts that betrayed me Memories are just shadows that our mind sets aglow doncha know, so lets go breath in slow as grass grows The sodium-vapor lamps mix into the tapered damp leaving an impression like a stamp that we will always have a camp so ignore them creeping cold toes life hits you, give it back give it blows take wisdom from streets, trees and crows live here today not tomorrow Street lamps, and stop lights the streets are damp late at night its not quite rain, but not quite fog but the quiet drains the pain right off Born to the day belong to the night Born into may but belong to falls flight

Is it worse to live forever and never forget While everyone switches sides on their cassette Or move on and forget forever as best you can Trying to reach a place where you neverland I don't want to grow up and move on Forget the old in favour of a new song My heart feels so scarred and worn Every new person leaves it a lil more torn Turn up the volume and let the world fade away never let it turn grey and lose your way I hope you got half the high i have from life I hope you halve the high and mighty in your life Your life Yeah Your life Cause that what it is to live Focus on the you, so that you can give time and energy to all of this Find the balance between Kanye And conclaves don't let that soul conclave on the way Turn up the volume and let the world fall away Miss the ground and take flight so faraway The only place is here, the time is today get to the hook before the clock tock scares it away Is it worse to live forever and never forget While everyone switches sides on their cassette Or move on and forget forever as best you can Trying to reach a place where you neverland Lying in bed, i hear a sound, a foot tred It could have been a foot away, but it brings me back aways vision is blurry, only my gut can say That this isn't the first night like this i will lay What haunts me in this moment Is that I can't see the past, Just hear echoes slip past The more i reach for my childhood It gets lost in the crowd like a child would But in my gut this sits, the heaviest emptiness that I've ever met Like if the moon never set, so i guess I'll just weather it Whether this is it, if its deja vu or a glimpse at the boy that I once knew Who wanted to escape got lost in Runescape, escaping ruins, that boy who would look through books, to learn about dreams, not about money means and schemes That boy without a life, whose shadow creeps in my window on a breezy night Who deep in my heart never grows old or leaves my sight That boy i once knew, I think i outgrew, and if that is true, let me start again right I'm caught in nostalgia hook the clock ticks I'm near the end of the book chasing chapters that I think time took So I pour myself onto pages i flow like a brook look the future is foggy and I'm grasping at straws luck of the draw, this show has no pause so I'll show my scars not live for the applause Enjoy the moments and myself despite all my flaws call me peter pan cause I've made my own gods Is it worse to live forever and never forget While everyone switches sides on their cassette Or move on and forget forever as best you can Trying to reach a place where you neverland Never land Never land I will see you some day Never land Never land For you i do pray